Oh well Guys out there are use to always say that "NEXT Year would be a better YEAR"
but then, i feel that this year 2012 is full of craps !!!
i have been facing so much stress. and its making me old!

FAMILY  (takeout 90% of my life)
WORK  (take out 70% of my life)
BILLS!!! (take out 70% of my life)
AND soon STUDIES

when i reach home i thought that i would be able to have a good nap and rest well for tomorrow's war, but then my mum starts to use the POWER !!! and the BEST thing is that i'm not the one that makes her angry... and use would always throw all the SHIT to me.. can't i have some peace??? ( only when DArling is at my place my mum will not be the same)
the only time i can sleep well on my bed is when DArling Baobei is at my place.. if not i would be having lots of F up times.. even i stya silent my mum will still F me up !! like that is wrong with her ???

now work. have been working with SE Derrick for NeeSoon-Sembawang T,C
it was a real easy job till that day when things turn out other ways round..
this black black play me out...
and now T,C fine me !!!
cisco Blame me !!!
OE Lim Blame me
SE Derrick Blame me
OM Guna Was happy that i turn out this way
and i can't work at night for HQ because OM guna dun allow !!! and he would always ask me to leave hq if he saw me.
and what to do his rank is bigger = balls also bigger!!!
 now i got to stay in that company for other 2mths!! when others can jus F O if they dun wanna work any more !!
see la !!

Because of the T,C it add in to my Bills !!
i got to push myself even more harder then ever
then i cannot work when guna is around,, i feel so Sucks in life that i got to hide when i wanna work!!!! i'm like a 10 year old kid that can't got to hide from the POLICE and MOM officer when working !! i feel so sucks in life now ...


but then other thing is that i've a Lady that is sweet to me and have been always pushing me..
even i have to face all those craps but then i know that i'm not facing it alone...
there will be always some out there to help me out...